Birthday Declaration

It’s almost my birthday!! Does anyone else have the lovely ritual of self assessment around their birthday? 

I would love to share what’s moved through me this year as I look back upon this life so far... and where I stand in this moment...  

The last year + has been infused deeply with Turkey Medicine. Turkey is about giving away... not always by choice... 

I have experienced a lot of deep loss over this time - some chosen and some not.... some “poor choices” which were wisdom in the making.... Not always easy to accept... a process of expansion, acceptance and regret, back to acceptance.... 

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I’ve noticed that my sense of humor has changed (is that normal?) I notice love playing games (the fun kind) which I never liked before... 

I notice that I am personally funnier (hehe!) and rather comedic than I have been before and not everyone gets it...

I have become a writer of sorts... used to be the hardest thing for me to write anything... it’s been a journey into becoming for sure!! 

I maybe got a little heavier as I have been more deeply immersed in virtual land and hibernation while recuperating from adrenal fatigue from an over full life... while held in this precious very rainy land of Hawaii... 

I’ve completed some amazing projects this year ...I offered to the world, my first ever virtual Global Healing Retreat for FREE and thousands of folks joined in from around the world ... lives have been forever changed and inspired... fuck yes!! 

I have stepped more into my true hearts work, channeling LOVE ... as cheesy as that sounds, I am a channel for pure love and have just come out of the proverbial closet sharing this with a larger community... (if you’ve followed my journey from breakdown to awakening a few years ago you may understand what I am speaking to..) through this process my super powers activated more potently which has been an incredible integration process in and of itself.... 

As guided by spirit I have let go as much as I can - my desires and my will to listen to what is being asked of me as I have come here to be of service to Pure Love (which by the way encompasses everything - light and dark... it is the FULL EMBRACE of everything - it doesn’t actually have an opposite - tell you more another time, if you are curious) 

I’ve been building the school, Wise Womb Medicine Path ™ (got our ™😍) from the ground up, as guided by spirit... From building the websites, the videos, virtual and in person programs... HOLY WORK! (That’s a pun and funny) 

I’m in the middle of creating a FREE Vimeo channel offering amazing sacred conversations with amazing masters in their fields... launching in Sept. 2018...Apparently I love interviewing amazing people and this is a great outlet to share my joy and each amazing persons Medicine. 

I keep learning each day who I am on the deepest level and what I am here to share and how to best be of service to my truth and to the collective... 

I have re-learned that I am deeply fucked up!! And totally amazing!! 

I have loved not working so much with in person clients actually...because now I get to enjoy my life and do what I LOVE doing without having to fit into time frames and structure that fits the confines of how people expect you to help them... 

I have been free to work to offer truly my heart and my gifts ... with that comes the constant surrender into.... and faith breathed ....to trust .... that there will be enough ....that I can feed myself and put a roof over my head ... but survival is not dependent on me compromising my souls work which in many ways has been so freeing and so painful! 

This year, I am open and ready to step more fully into who I am and own the disowned parts of myself... I am ready to be seen to be loved and hated.. as it comes with being seen.... I will accept you - I’ll do my best to accept it all as this path is about the full embrace ... 

I am ready to share Wise Womb Medicine with all those who are even just a little curious and inspired to come home to the truth of themselves.. I am ready to travel the world and bring this medicine to the places where it can most deeply be received... 

I am not willing to take your projections as truth, to compromise myself so you feel better, I am not willing to lie or hold my tongue to save face or avoid conflict. 

I am ready to meet you in LOVE ... to play with you in nature... to rattle, drum, sing and dance with you ... to share hearts and wounds and pains and truths... I am not willing to continue on the false belief that I have to be a certain way or look a certain way for you to love me. I am worthy of love as fucked up and as amazing as I am... 

I let go of finding my value through having a 4 month waiting list and FULL classes and being well known... I realized upon moving... I placed my worth in the hands of my clients booking sessions and students filling my classes... I’m good if people come and I’m not if they don’t. This was HUGE ... you can’t know this is happening until you don’t have it... then you see it... 

I am no longer investing more in YOU than you are in yourself... it’s exhausting and must be what parents feel at some point!! (I get it now) I compromised myself and my life because I was more invested in clients that didn’t care for themselves nor did they care that I stayed late, didn’t eat dinner, worked on holidays... sometimes they wouldn’t even say thank you.... 

I am not willing to believe I am not enough because you send me a shitty text or email projecting your stuff my way because you are afraid to do your work or look at yourself. I will own what’s mine and hand you back what is yours... yes, this happens, more than you would think... 

I am ready to have people in my life who are loving and helpful, supportive and encouraging... I am ready to receive LOVE and be a part of healthy dynamic real and raw true and respectful relationships.

I am ready my loves, to step into my truth - and I know there are consequences to that, that you may go away... and I embrace that too.... 

There is the fullness of what I can express that I am currently able to reflect upon... letting it come out as stream of consciousness... and it turns out this stream of consciousness is also a declaration... I’m going with it.. 

To a new year... 

It’s been an incredible journey in just a year ... here we go into 41 times around the sun...  

I am finding myself curious and excited for this epic traveling adventure to Cali, Colorado, NM.... see you soon... I look forward to hugging you, to being real with you... to holding space for you if that’s what you desire...

with love, Naomi Love 

 

Naomi Love